I am curious about if I have an eating disorder. I didn’t think that was what was going on until I talked to a friend of mine about hers. She struggles and has for years and what she told me sounded familiar.
For one thing, I hate the thought of being overweight. I worry about it all the time. I know a lot of people worry about their weight but I don’t think they think about it as much as I do.
The next thing was throwing up after I eat. I don’t always do this but it happens. When I do it I am thinking about how it will help me lose weight.
The other clue was when my friend told me that people always tell her she is too thin. She doesn’t feel like she is. I have the same problem. People will tell me that all the time and I just have a hard time agreeing with it.
I think I need to look into this a bit more. I don’t want to be unhealthy. If I have an eating disorder I want to see about getting some help for that problem (same kind of help I got when I wanted to know how much does life insurance cost).